Tag Archives: sad-faced
Fuck You, Depression
I am back on familiar ground- depression. I don’t think my Grandpa’s death triggered it because when I think of him, I am sad but only mildly. I think the stress of his death and my family’s suffering was the … Continue reading
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Valproate
My GP has started me on Sodium Valproate. It is a mood stabilliser and is apparently good for managing “acute stress reaction”. Which makes sense because I don’t think that I cope with stress very well. I started it Monday … Continue reading
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What You Don’t Know
Today has been a day for pondering. I realise that I feel alien to everyone, that it doesn’t seem many people understand me. It seems that for people to understand me, this thing, this horrible monster inside pf me has … Continue reading
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This World is Wasted on Me
I have been thinking a lot about how I am feeling- down, suicidal, like hell- and what Katie has written in one of her entries. I’ve learned this past few weeks that there is a difference between feeling like you cannot … Continue reading
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Letter to My Mum #2
Dear Mum, To say the least, I am mad at you. Not just mad- angry. Angry about so many different things, and you don’t even care. You sit there in denial, smoking tobacco, smoking pot, ignoring your children STILL. It is … Continue reading
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Complainy Post
My puppy is currently batting his toy around the kitchen. It’s a plastic, squeaky, bone thing. He is adorable, and is making me smile. Which is quite a feat today. I have been up and down all day. It is … Continue reading
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